I know that love life is hard to achieve if you are gay. I am privileged to have a crush, feel in love with that man secretly and never tell him about it. It's hard to accept but that is how life made and designed for gays.
I just finished reading articles about Demitrius Irving Tolentino Omphroy's life and his battle. Well, he is my new crush among the Azkals team. I have landed my eyes to a guy whose so good, courageous and very determined in life. The first time I saw him was on the game between Azkals and Singapore aired on the television. I was attracted with his physical beauty. I immediately searched him over Google and Facebook. He just looks so good and perfect for me. A brown-skinned guy, tall and had tats over his body. I easily get attracted to guys with strong masculinity and sex appeal or a bad boy image but with a good heart. I was saddened about his condition of MS which he continues to battle in the present. What I admire about him is his determination of trying to overcome an incurable disease. He is also a motivational speaker to people with MS like him. What saddened me more is the fact that he has a girlfriend. F. I had a crush on my x crush Neil E because he was single, hot and a good player. But he settled for a girl whose bitchier than me. End of my feelings for Neil.
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| Meet my Husband. I mean crush. <3 |
We gays always end up broke and if not broke, we end up used and abused. That is how gay market runs. It is sad but I need to deal with it. We hide through our smiles and I really do.
I wish I could meet him personally in one of the Azkals mall tour if they have. I am really looking forward for that day that he will take my heart away and feel that I am Mrs. Omphroy. Laughs. I am in love with him. Damn it Demit. (: